spiritually...
spiritually stuck in a place where no one knows my name.
dragged across time not knowing words like certainty and security.
holding tight to nights filled with smoke, clouds, and missed kisses.
i want for nothing.
though my heart says i need everything.
need something solid to stand on instead of this quick sand called life.
i don't need saving though i want to be saved.
i can't handle this but i know deep down i can.
i have all the answers but they're trapped between
the trying to be myself and being someone i can be proud of.
i just need some time.
to think more.
to be alone.
to concoct some sort of plan.
i need to decide whats what with my life.
i have it all saved somewhere.
i just need to find the file labeled mission in life.
it somewhere buried deep behind
the things i want to forget about
and the things i long to remember.
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