boy

he holds the key to every emotion i've been trying desperately to hide.
where no one else knows where to search,
his eyes automatically hit the right spot.
its like hes been waiting for me to show up for half a millenium with sleepy eyes.
hes got these hands that know just where to touch in order to calm an anxiety attack.
and i'm just wet clay for molding.

remember

i remember the first time i met you. you were bronze and gold all over from too much sun. i thought i was gonna die from how fast my heart was beating. but your hands held me in place. you never did let the world lose me. you always kept me close just in case.

lock

help me lock away every fucking doubt that i've ever had about myself. and you? you just don't understand that you've got the key to everything i have ever been afraid of. you have the power to destroy with one blink of your eyes.