tiresome.

i'm watching the clock
counting downs hours, mi nu te s, s e c o n d s
just waiting and waiting while he speaks on todays lesson
maybe the bell will ring sooner or later
most likely later than sooner
sighs, what a let down

i guess i'll just have to be some kind of patient
some kind of passive
though never aggressive
settle into the sound of these click click C L I C K S.

relate i on the ship.

we are falling down these stairs of empty emotions.
trying to catch ourselves...
regain our composure with words like love and affection.
trying to give off a little TLC as strong as a wrestler's B.O.

grasping for anything solid to stop this spiral
like hugs and kisses
but only gaining bruises on hate and disagreements.
bumbling about on things like confusion and frustration.
only to settle on, goodbye.